I posted my latest story today.  Originally, it was much longer.  I'll let you decide when you read it.

 Things have been interesting.  I've begun to wonder why I allow myself to get depressed.  I believe that the Lord is nearby.  I believe that all I have to do is take His hand and that he will help me with whatever needs doing.  I believe that He loves me, that He knows me better than any other person.  Why is it so hard for me to believe in my own worth?  Why can't I believe that I'm worthy of the love my family, my friends and my God offer to me?  I know God exists.  I know he loves me better than my earthly father.  Why do I have such a hard time believing that I deserve his love?